my 1st time to rainforest fest

hey
12th July 2008 happened to be an experience of a lifetime at the rainforest music fest for me and my freakin life. My first time goin bah,thats why!!... xD

It was arnd 2PM. While waiting for Ann,my cuzzie and my also uncle Roland(not my dad ar..) to pick me up.. Jaclyn came over with Ian(jac's cupcake, sweety pie) to me house.. First time meeting Ian also.. wah!

*jac on my right* *er..Ian? helo?.. where is thy face!...*

That day was my first time in everything! yerr.. not everything la..*exaggerating bah*

so..when both of them left i left to Sarawak cultural village also la..
On the way kan in the car.. i was like.." Ann!.. aduh mu ngaban mirror mu?..aku rak nasan eyeliner".... hmm... ...

okay! okay! translation: "Ann. did you bring your mirror,i wanna put my eyeliner on.."

so what happened next was.. ehm. i was actually thinking of drinking..it was hot and of course la you'll feel thirsty right?.. but I didn't drink..i just ignored my craving for water to wash down my human throat.

Bidayuh beliefs says.. if you crave for something to eat or drink when you cant have it at that time itself, you have to say " PA-PAS"... if you don't say that you'll get hurt or something.. I know i know.. sounds ridiculous right? but it really is true.. it happened to Jac once when we were in high school.. i offered her sweets but she rejected my offer.. oh yeah! when someone offers you food also.. don't just say "no thanks." say "PA-PAS" too..hehe..

so back to my story..

I didn't say PA-PAS la.. then when i was looking for my eyeliner in my bag i felt something goin through my flesh

This was just the beginning .not much blood yet.

This was the climax!.haha! sorry the boobs wanted to star in the picture too..

"yeah! yeah! yeah! ..i love you! but i gotta stay true!...u beggin me for mercy!"
*advertisement for the bloody pics just incase blood disgust you.

What caused this was my eyeliner sharperner!! i was looking for the eyeliner and the sharpener wanted my attention instead!~hmmph.

i was like.. aouwwwwww.... blood came out nonstop .. coz it was a hot day also .. and this Ann was like so amazed by my blood colour.. adoh that pakeeh..hahaha..she was like

"adoh Nai!..so nice your blood colour! wow!come gimme your camera! imma take the picture yaw!"


and she took those bloody pics I've shown above la.. we're both so morbid.. we love the sight of blood and those corpsy stuff, thats why.

So i wrapped my finger in a tissue. And the bleeding stopped.

So when we reached Santubong Resort area, there was this road block.. The police were everywhere. They wouldnt allow entry to continue the journey to Sarawak CUltural Village so we had to park at the Santubong Resort carpark and take a shuttle to Sarawak Cultural Village.

OK THIS PART IS INTERESTING but EMBARASSING...

I wasnt used to using a shuttle/van and sittin right next to the van door where people step up the van and come in?.. You knw that particular seat which bends so people can fill the spaces at the back of the van?

I didnt know it can actualy bend backwards ENTIRELY so i can sit comfortably ..and so i sat there with my body bent 45 degress to the floor till Ann pulled the seat backwards and laughing at me. (sorry Ann,and uncle, i knew you guys were embarrased by my stupidity sitting down in a van)....

and i was so TOTALLY AMAZED! I DIDNT KNOW WE CAN DO THAT!! AND ALL THE WHILE I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA SIT 45 DEGRESS TO THE FLOOR TILL I REACH SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE???!! *SHIT* wtf right?

hmmphh..

And we reached SCV(Sarawak cultural village) . nt many peeps yet la.. met a few ppl i knew.. these are with Ann's friends and rachael naja..

that was around 3 smtg pm.....

Then,we took pics of our pretty faces*eheh* on the way in SCV.... yerr.. no la no la.. kiddin..only Ann's the pretty face.

and then we went to ethnic houses la. aiya! didnt get to take all the pics of all the different ethnic houses!.. but uhm..

i took a pic at the Kelabit houSe though.only there.. found my new crush there...(adoring.....HEEEE) wanna see him?...... oh wait.. i still dont know whether its a him or her.. oh shit.!

"besame..besame muchoooo.. esta noche..lalala.. si si,porfavor"

This is Bryan. He brought me around. Since it was my 1st time also.. adumak.. this was taken at the four storey melanau traditional house. I didnt take the house pic la. just bryan and i..

and this was taken at the penan house i think?.. penan ka what.. i think penan la heh.. very small house.. no doors even!

AND NIGHT TIME CAME~

the first performance was by those orang ulu people.. the girls are hot man!. haha.. kiddin.. me not lesbian.. me just feel they pretty.. you understand?..

the second one was from Ireland ka.

SEE THE SEA OF PEOPLE???...

yah ,.. they even played the instruments with spoons.. if Iban people were to comment on that they would say" nadai adat!..main ngau sudu bekenyak! manah makai ngenak jarei! aukkk mehhh..."

translation??.. go buy yourself an IBAN dictionary in the bookstores near you.

We were dancing our asses off and lost weight right away.







This is some cute guy i took picture of. His back was facing the camera la but he was sooooooooooooooooooo cute..adoh.. the blue shirt on your right. the white shirt one danced like crazee!like the devil was on his back or something!! hahaha..

and the disgusting(..but fun) part .....

WE WERE ACTUALLY DANCING ON THE GROUND OF MUD!... everyone was so muddy and sweaty .. we all looked like half naked construction workers on a strike.
and look at this pic!

our flip flops turned into flop flips.. okay haha just kidding. conclusion la.. everybody danced on stinking mud.

and these were the girls and I at the iban long house. They were havin some drinks.. as in .. heavy ones.. all those liquor . i was tempted but i was as angel that night! hee hee heee!!

i was also afraid to try hee hee.. afraid i might go drunk & berserk and pick people's nose for no reason or spank people's asss or what. you never know what you do when ur drunk babes.

yeah.. so it ended at 12 smtg am.. we waited for the shuttle to take us back to Santubong for an hour~ stood there. legs numb and painful after dancing and walking around like mad.

To sum things up.. I had a really great time! it was a blast! and i would really want to attend the next year's event but i am soo goin for all the 3 days of the event!!... I reached home at 2 smtg slept at 3am.. woah~ exhausted like hell.. hmmph.

For those of you who hasnt gone to this RAINFOREST WORLD MUSIC FESTIVAL yet.. I'm tellin ya. you wont regret it once you've paid that freakin expansive entrance ticket!!.. you gonnaa get a whole lot of fun babies!

aku sedang promoting yer??... hehehe..

and ..

oh! THANKS FOR INTRODUCING ME AKON'S DANGEROUS SONG, ANN!! i'm loving it and listening to it again and again now hee hee hee....and dancing like hell like that night. "like a bitch on the mud" hahahahhaa..

Till the next interesting event,people!!

god bless.

BoRiNg dAy iNdEeD!

hey!!

its me again ya'll.. havent been updating this blog for 5 days.. well as you've guessed it..nothin interesting happened since.sigh..

but anyways.. two days ago i went out with my dearest baby cousin Aldrich. He's not a baby la! hehe. just me exagerrating coz he has always been a kid to me..now..shit. he's 2 years younger than 2 decades(hmm he's 18 la) and he's much taller than me!!!

ehe..er...yyyaahh.. i din mean that way when i said "that he's way taller than me".......uhh........

continue....

he's much slimmer sumore!!.. aduh. last time!man!..when he was younger he was fat as a suckling pig for hell's sake! so chubby!!.. and shorter than me MUAHAHA!.. NOW..ADUH

they're all the opposite..!!

*sobs*

just punch me!!!

*DUSH DUSH*

....................................................................................................*&^%$%$#^*(*^$@@%T^&&!!

huhu..

AH SHIAT!...adeh!! ok..that was too harsh honey....aahhhhww...adeh adeh adeh.

so!... back to my story.. we went out that day to the cinema to watch "WANTED" acted by angelina jolie and some timid looking guy who suddenly had six packs at then end of the movie.

.* ri-DICK-culous*

really really nice!!! i loved the movie!.... I somehow like that timid guy's character though..heehee..

we watched it with his 2 friends..what were their names already....?

uhmm.. rumplestillskin?..uhmm nope..rumpleforeskin..er SHIT!..thats dirty vana!..

eheh..sorry la.. i was watching scarymovie4 and i got it frm there hehe..

*yer..sempat advertise the movie!*

okay okay okay! enough with the crap!.. they were Tim..ON AND POOMBA!..hahha..crappin again ..Tim and Jon..

so after movie finished.. we were standing outside of the cinema.. thinking of where to go and what to do next... stood there lost in our own thoughts.. 10 minutes passed..20 seconds passed..900 miliseconds passed...

"dont waste ur fuckin' time ya'll asholes!"

EH! chill la babe!.. ya daunt hafta remind me LADY!...

so after wasting 10 minutes & 20 seconds & 900 miliceonds..

Jon suggested to go CYBER CAFE around arang road area there.. i was like..oooookay~~ urr... that place is like a totaldifferent world to me.. full of boys!!! arrgh!.. i feel like im from venus goin to mars!

and we went there la.. and just as ive expected!..boys boys boys~~~~...

Boys have been gaming and name me the benefits?

the world needs to be a better place ya know!... coz it hasnt been!.. instead of goin to CC to play some shooting games..why not just save the earth's ozone by doing awareness among teenagers! toward the betterman of mankind!!!!

eheh.

yah... i got carried away.. once again.

and i was at that cc for like only 10 mins.. Aldrich said he was hungry..and! his nanny called to tell him that he was supposed to pick his dad up now!! oh shiat.. arang road to airport..and his dad was waiting la.. adui kesian my uncle..so we rushed to the car like a hurricane..urrrr..can hurricanes rush?

well anyway..when we were on our way out.. suddenly his dad called..

"u! pick up ur sis..! im using taxi to go home"

aww!! my uncle~~ pity him.. so we cant go bck to the CC again..outta the way liaw~hmm..so we decided to go Boulevarf to eat..

I chia Aldrich KFC!! HEEHEE.. so typical kan?..bawak younger cousin mesti kat KFC..hahaha.. typical man..

so he was enjoying his meal la..the whole thing included my meal costed me RM 16.80 =D

It was really my day out with him.. we chatted like hell..

then he hadta send me home but i was insisting to get his st.joe mag frm his house!! hmmph.. but went home ajer la.. he had to pick his sis up also.. haih..

so that was it..about my day out with aldrich.

and you too.

HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD!

=D

"lost and forgotten"

"I still remember the world from the eyes of a child"..

Here I go again.Reminiscing about my life. I remembered everything,every bit of it..

Sorrow engulfed me like a fog as i sit here alone on my grave

waiting for someone to pay me a visit..maybe even expecting flowers in their hands?

Oh GOD! why did i have to go so soon!?

...a particular song continued to echo in my lifeless thoughts...

Slowly these feelings were crowded by what I know now.. where has my heart gone?

..an uneven trade from the real world..i want to go back to..believing in everything..."

"That song!........"I thought. Really portray how I am feeling right now.

In the mid of this cool weather of dawn, I just couldn't control flashbacks and memories.......

of when i was still living in the real world.

The song!... It chorused through and through in my mind,leaving me to stray among unkempt graves and tombstones of crosses and angels

Some with dried flowers on them..which showed how long someone hasn't come over to replace them..

I realised they were all like me.. a lost lonely soul.

I walked gracefully around the cemetery sweeping the dead grounds with my long black dress.

A dress my mother had bought on my last day living in the real world.

I then had a flashback of when I was once a little child.

The precious one I was. .. and my parents plus my elder sister loved me so much that they would give their whole world to me.

I sat down at the corner of the gravesite on the cold cemented floor and leaned my back on the rusty-peeled old cemetery gates.

I began to shed unearthly tears.

"I still remember the sun always warm on my back......

but somehow it seems colder noww.... where has my heart gone?

trapt in the eyes of a stranger..

i want to go back to..

believing in everything...'

As i sat there the solemn song continued to play in my ghostly mind and I began to recall the day of my death.

It was a bright shiny day...a beautiful one where wonderful things can be done.

How great it was! for I was celebrating my 16th birthday!

But the happy moments ended with a shocking news of my sudden death.

Who would have expected it to come?..

Sorrow,sorrow,sorrow...

suddenly I know i'm not breathing...

But i'm still here.

All that's left of yesterday..

I swiftly got up to my feet for the sun is coming up.

Well, it seems like another day huh?

Another day waiting for company.. and maybe fresh flowers??

Another day of being lost and forgotten.

Indian Gurl

heys..so this would be my second time writing something here..hee.. coz you know why??..i did something interesting!*clap clap* yay!
the thing's like this...

To start of with today's topic..hee hee..






Everytime,people whom I meet will ask what race am I.. and most guessed that i am INDIAN!






why oh why ashwarai!.. everytime u knw!.. ..some even said "kamu beragama Hindu?"..






I LOOK LIKE a TYPICAL DAYAK LAH!..hmm..





One day la.. i was sick as hell..went to the doctor for some really bad gastrict prob.. due to what?...i was tryin to lose weight by using the shortcut(not eating at all)..

what made it worst for me was.. when my mum told the doctor what i have been practising..she said..

DOCTOR: "Vana... you can't help it..you have an indian body..BIG thighs..BIG arms..."

i was like what????....... that didnt help at all!! huhuhu..

So i resolved to the fact that i have an indian body.. my size and all.. sheesh!




and today..after staring at the ceiling for too long..i suddenly came up with an idea!






all these while if i have always looked like an indian..why not..i try dress up as an indian and leave for india tomoro morning???!!!!








and i put some indian makeovers you know..like those hindustani hei~~






NEHIII!!! PANIHE!!.. BABUJI BABUJI...






seriously..im loving hindustan people now..






eheh..






so this turned out to be the look :
















so?..is it the bad version of kajol??.. thanks..i expected that..








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HAHA! LAUGH OUT LOUD!... i knw i knw.. i failed to be the perfect hindi girl!!

but i have an indian body tho..heeee.. and the last attemp was this pose









SO IS THIS THE PERFECT POSE???.. hee hee!!
thank you! thank you!.... sigh..i finally got some recognition here...

haha..hope ya'll enjoy my transformation..i was just wondering should i really fly to india tomoro or not..

so! im new to this shit~yeah

heys.. uhm since im new to this... i'm still un-inspired to write anything interesting just yet.
so. till the next interesting event then!