going home

Im in the airport.

in starbucks now listening to my favourite kinda music.
JAZZ!!! and oh! my soul! is drifting away as though i aint in malaysia!!!

In kuching i shall be in a week time.

Im going home =)

im missing people already back in BJ..

but im missing my family more.

nothing feels as good as home.

i love you, you whose reading this!

xoxo
the bidayuh

omg omg!!

i just found out that this guy actually existed!???????

LIKE HE'S THE MOST CUTEST CREATURE ON EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I CAN JUST DROOOOOOL... and watch myself die in love..

i mean look at this!






RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..



HAHAHAHAHAHHA


i think i took too much nasi briyani la.

dayum!


peace to mankind!

IM HYPER! =D


xoxo

Dream....

Dreams...




may resemble many conflict in your innermost thoughts.




Maybe a prophecy..




It may also be just the opposite of what you have interpreted out of it.

or maybe.

Dreams just dont mean anything.

I dreamt few days ago.. of a pleasant looking boy that i know of in campus.I dont talk to him, I always see him..

alone

never hanging out with friends and he carries his orange backpack everywhere.




I find him...... full of innocence.. i dont know how to say it but everytime he passes by, i'd look at his direction and this wave of heaviness just sets in. I AM NOT SURE WHY..

and surprisingly, in church, when i'm praise and worshipping, i can feel this strong sense of feeling that he is near he is around, this boy will come to mind.
Is he supposed to be my guardian angel?..

everytime i hear some slow and sad kind of classical music.. his image comes to mind.. why..

so he was in my dream for few nights.

The first dream was, I was in the library sitting next to him, and we talked and months passed us by and we were still sitting there in the same spot, chatting laughing..

and he suddenly said.. i'm leaving to somewhere soon..

and my heart dropped. (trust me. In reality, i never talked to this boy before.)

IN THE DREAM, i enjoyed the friendship, the company. it wasnt anything about falling in love. Just the friendship meant a lot to me. and losing him as someone close leaves me so devastated and left me shattered into pieces.



and i replied him.. we should have known each other earlier.. from the start.

And he gave me the saddest smile on earth. like a beautiful rose about to decolorize in sorrow.



and replied.. I know..

W.E.I.R.D

I never had very strong feelings like this before.. because i dreamt of him again few nights ago.

And in this dream.. I think i fell in love with him? and i wore a shirt with his name at the back of it.. wearing it out and proud of it.

ARGH~~~!!!! WHAT IS GOIN ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


so i guess dreams can really leave you to wonder...

if it was part of fate?

what if...


nah..

ok
ok

i admit


This boy IS cute...

I may unconsciously desire him.. heeeee.

xoxo
dreaming berenai

selamat hari merdeka

Its Malaysia's independance day!



My lovely housemates and I decided to make this one Malaysia thing at home by cooking together, and havin a typical malaysian lunch. We ARE indeed one Malaysia in the first place in our whole apartment. All have different races in the house. We have



Chinese @ Lai Siew Tim and Zhin Ling



Indian @ Sujeetra Sundreasan



Bidayuh @me



We invited Grace over to lunch with us yesterday.
The night before we went to Bukit jalil park and met up with Tim's boyfriend and his friends to play some fireworks and had some champagne and junks on the hill top.We lighted the remainder of Tim's fireworks from some occasion during midnight when the clock struck 12.. well not exactly 12..say 12.42? There many ppl at the hill waiting for big fireworks to be played at the stadium but nah.. nothing happened. only a bit can be seen because the fireworks were played at the back of the stadium.


This is the top of the Bukit Jalil Hill early morning.



Next day, the lunch i talked about, we had some briyani rice!!
Chef: Sujee, Grace and Tim
Asst Chef: Ivana (me)

menu:
1) Briyani rice and hot spicy curry chicken plus popadam

2) Stewed vege with japanese tofu with Egg sauce

3) Herbal soup with chicken (no pictures were taken)
4) dessert---> Rambutan in cold syrup gravy(no pictures were taken)

Right there and then. we officially were FAT MALAYSIANS!!

And the best thing was?

IT was raining and windy outside AFTER LUNCH, and our eyes were heavy... ah.. nice wind. bed calling...

but we forced ourselves to finish up our Statistics.

and in the end i couldnt stand it I went to sleep lah!

=)

I enjoyed the delicious food and good company.

we all are blessed to enjoy little things in life.

so live life. and enjoy every little thing.

xoxo
THE bidayuh

U.G.L.Y!

Since sem 2 in IMU, i became ugly because of a few friends. now...

THE WHOLE CLASS IS UGLY!!

PS109 UGLY COMMUNITY

PRESIDENT: U. Goh. Leay. Ying

VICE PRESIDENT: Ivana B. Mason (former miss ugly universe)



SECRETARY: Chung Kai Li
VICE SECRETARY: Leong mabel


UGLY DUCKLINGS:Toh Hui Moon, Jael Lye, Nazleen, Shy,Grace Wong (less uglierer than the higher posts)

UGLY JACKSON: Lai siew tim

UGLY BABY-WANNA-BE: Sujeetra Sundreasan



The Rest- bak kata sujee.. ah pegi blah lah.

hehe.

the end.. =D

PS109, my lovelies. =)

still in statistics class...

Jael saw that i have a blog and asked if i ever mentioned her in it..
well here it is now dearie!!


JAEL!!!!! THIS IS FOR YOU. =D

jael is sitting next to me now, wearing her usual halk black jacket, a white shirt and black pants. she is fb-ing now. hah!.. playing her farm as always!

jael is so sweet and caring.. like a mommy =)



love jael! =D

mommy of ps109~

hee

caught in the act!

sujeetra sundreasan and nazleen bt miskon are cheekies!!

pharmacy 109 batch was outside and their eyes started roving! and spotted their main course meal! well the latest food was this mushroom. main course is BRown sauce on roasted lamb.

=P

and they asked me to turn to look at this BRown sauce in roasted lamb and you know..

HE SUDDENLY TURN TO LOOK AT THE DIRECTION OF THE 3 OF US!

KANTOI!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH


itu dia. anak anak sekalian.

bak kata pepatah


jangan pandang kera.. nanti kera pandang kamu!

skian.

trima kaseh.