sigh. i hate this.
S.T.A.T.I.S.T.I.C
If statistic was a girl i'd give her a bitch stare from head to toe like what i've been doing to this STUPID looking girl from pharmacy 09. hahAHAHAH.. =D osteoperosis i call her. well, she started staring at me and giving me this look. this unsatisfied look.this bitch! stare.. this "huh.. who are you to talk to me" kinda look. well fine! I GIVE YOU BACK THT LOOK. ahh. life is good. now, she looks down to the freakin floor when i walk pass her. teeheee... goood..goood...
anyway back to statistics... gosh. i dont even understand a thing the lec is saying. i feel that eating raw fish with cat's urine is better than being in this class! grrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my together forever said the lec looks like the alien from district 9! dayummm... 
my lovely friend/housemate Tim.. she even dreamt few times about statistics haunting her.. Even till her death was determined by it. wtf what kinda nightmare is that man! =_=' i guess. everybody's haunted by this "how am I to pass" feeling coz we dont have a clue on what he is saying~
everybody's facebooking i tewl you!... now... omg! and twittering!.. cb. hopeless. helpless. clueless. underwearless! ish. apa kaitan.
forget it
hmmf
Thursday, August 26, 2010
statistics
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Sunday, August 22, 2010
reflection on every stimuli on earth
In life, everybody differs. no matter how similar you are, bullshit you're not totally the same. people actually seek to have a life partner with a personality which matches. That's crap. Nothing will ever last forever. not even love. on this earth. so no matter how hard you find a mate with the same pesonality, you jsut wont go as far as you thought you could my dears.
same thing, when it comes to friendship. people come and go. people disappoint you or bring you joy. they are all temporary. its only done on earth. its not like we're gonna live forever.
people change. people adapt. people live their lives the way they want to.
dont judge for that is only what God's supposed to do.
Dont tell people waht to do, let them do whatever they want to do, hey common? is their life your life? its not? then leave it alone. look into your own mirror and spot your own pigmentation, your own wrinkles
the fact is
everybody in this world sees things in a different angle. no one is ever wrong sometimes. its only HOW YOU SEE THINGS.
and how you handle it.
live life to the fullest for yousef,people.
we aint got no time to waste, trying to correct others.
remember that we're only a human.
you think you're God?
then fine =)
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Friday, August 20, 2010
=(
weekends again ba =(
my two fellow princesses went back to their own palace =(
sujee and tim!!!! kenaper????
look at my puppy dog eyes and see poor me alone in vista this weekend 
=) BUT! BUT! im goin to church tomorow tho!!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
xoxo,
bipolared-disorder confused creature
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
At 2 am in the morning till 4 am
once upon a time, there were 2 princesses! princess jasmine and snow white!

in real life, as human, jasmine looks like this
and her housemate, snow white. with her black ebony hair..~~ 
who.. in human form looks like this.. 
well, at 2 am in the morning, both princesses tak dapat tido. cilaka! cannot sleep bah!
the other princess, princess ariel,
...went to sleep already, who in real life looks like this. 
so where was I? oh yes. and these two princesses talked at the palace's veranda~ such beautiful scenery!! ya right.
then, we came to this topic. Since all the handsome princes' are coming to our castle for a feast and for husband selections~~ ti niu ti niuuuu!
LIST OF DISHES TO BE SERVED ON THAT NIGHT!




shit!
I AM HUNGRY NOWWW!!..
stupid statistics made me like this... so lifeless to even do this post!!!
sobss
i want food and i want a prince!!!!!!!
pouts!
Posted by Berenai mason at 4:06 PM 2 comments
Thursday, August 12, 2010
trying to make myself happy now.
KNOW WHAT?..
I THINK I should get married soon!!
to make my life complete i need to have several husbands... my first husband should be...
sam worthington!~~~ my avatar babyyyy... bring me to your avatar world.. take me! take me~~~ take me awayyyyyyyyyy sammmmm honey~!
second is adam levine... i want him to play music to me all night... and melt me with his guitar.. ah~
Lee sweetheart. my childhood sweetheart! WE BROKE UP FOR 65 TIMES! but im still calling him back to be my hubby... and he can sing me to death..and in his arms i will lie.. listening to his angelic voice...
my vampire.. after the 30 days of night, he became immortal.. and our love shall be forever. even after death. i shall become one monster in the end too.. a vampire countess.. slurps. i smell bloodd.
my first medical love. my medical romance. Jay Sean~~ loves! If this guy was in IMU, i'd stalk him till my underwear is worn on the head!
all five guys?
REPRESENTS 5 DAYS A WEEK!! woohooo!!
i think im happier now.
=D
god works in wondrous ways.
Posted by Berenai mason at 4:07 PM 0 comments
fucked up
frustration. in life. things will never be forever. it will never last. only my relationship with GOD is eternity. everything else? only temporary. i shouldn't care anymore. even if i tried. only bullshit resulted.
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Tuesday, August 3, 2010
blablabla
i always never get the long chance to get online. been very busy and no internet at home so i cant really update it often, this blog. sorry.
xoxo
moodless berenai
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